Things Happen are Just So Fast

Things happen recently in my family are just too fast.

I cant even accept the fact that grandpa has fell sick.

I cant even imagine how's going to be like after taking chemotherapy.

I cant even think of what would happen if he started to get treated.

1 of grandpa's wishes was hoping I would one day, take over dad's business..

But on the other hand, both my parents and I was hoping that I should have my own career in the future.

I dont know.

After yesterday when I heard the news from mum and cousin, immediately, I felt sad.

Wanted to cry, but I told myself to hang on.

Failed when I spoke to grandpa, who himself was telling me that he will have to go for chemotherapy every week.

A total sad news for me, all of us in the family. Everyone cried after they got the news.

So, dad have decided to buy the current shop lot which is costly.

And it requires lots of $$, but I believe my dad will survive and make it.

The only thing I am worried was the burden that both my parents would have to go through.

Sometimes, I feel like giving up on my studies and go back to hometown and just take over dad's business and teach forever.

And this, would probably give him less burden.

My dad aint young, and I m still in my uni.

Living expenses, fees...

House living expenses, daily life for both grandparents from my maternal and paternal side partially are my parents responsibility.

They are the eldest in the family.

Responsible as a SON/DAUGHTER, a FATHER/MOTHER, aint easy for them.

I wish I could help them, but I couldnt, and I dont have the ability to do so.

And now, hoping for miracles from GOD, hoping both my parents and grandparents will overcome everything. Both sickness and business.

AMEN TO THE LORD. AMEN.