Updates

Dusty Blog huh. 

Just a short update of my holidays. 

Well. I just love staying at home all the time. 

Just recently, been busying to help my grandparents to design their 50th Wedding Anniversary Invitation Card, but hard work was paid when my grandma said she loved it so much. Haha. Not bad for the 1st time of designing an invitation card! and also, with the help of one of my best buddies, RuiQi, we manage to finish a "scrapbook" for my grandparents' anniversary dinner. Forgot to take a pictures of it! ughh! 

Forgetting about responsibleS, I manage to hang out with my 2 bestie, RuiQi and WeiQi, the QIs huh! haha.

But unfortunately, I did not manage to JIO them out for either lunch or dinner or even my birthday. sigh, was busying with other important stuffs. 

Instead, I spent most of my time with my family, either in the shop helping out, shopping, dinner, lunch together with family, and even celebrated my birthday with my family. Sigh. 20 years old. OLD. Although is a tini tiny small gathering, it was awesome. Just love being with my family much.! 

And now, I m here for the MPYO camp. And I am glad and so fortunate to join the team to Brisbane to perform. AMEN.! 

                                             Nicole's Birthday and Meet Up with Dex! 

  

Meet up with RuiQi

               

                                                                   Meet Up with WeiQi

  

Bangs are Back! 

I know its a little messy with these photos, but. sorry I too tired to organize it. Its 1am now. Chiaoz! =D

Things Happen are Just So Fast

Things happen recently in my family are just too fast.

I cant even accept the fact that grandpa has fell sick.

I cant even imagine how's going to be like after taking chemotherapy.

I cant even think of what would happen if he started to get treated.

1 of grandpa's wishes was hoping I would one day, take over dad's business..

But on the other hand, both my parents and I was hoping that I should have my own career in the future.

I dont know.

After yesterday when I heard the news from mum and cousin, immediately, I felt sad.

Wanted to cry, but I told myself to hang on.

Failed when I spoke to grandpa, who himself was telling me that he will have to go for chemotherapy every week.

A total sad news for me, all of us in the family. Everyone cried after they got the news.

So, dad have decided to buy the current shop lot which is costly.

And it requires lots of $$, but I believe my dad will survive and make it.

The only thing I am worried was the burden that both my parents would have to go through.

Sometimes, I feel like giving up on my studies and go back to hometown and just take over dad's business and teach forever.

And this, would probably give him less burden.

My dad aint young, and I m still in my uni.

Living expenses, fees...

House living expenses, daily life for both grandparents from my maternal and paternal side partially are my parents responsibility.

They are the eldest in the family.

Responsible as a SON/DAUGHTER, a FATHER/MOTHER, aint easy for them.

I wish I could help them, but I couldnt, and I dont have the ability to do so.

And now, hoping for miracles from GOD, hoping both my parents and grandparents will overcome everything. Both sickness and business.

AMEN TO THE LORD. AMEN.

Updates

My last sem break was actually quite hectic.

I had to help my mum who wasnt feeling well for the past few weeks.

But Thanks God...

Thanks God for her speedy recovery! 

AMEN!!! =D

But anyhow, I manage to meet my girls up twice before the sem break ends and shinn went to Sabah for her studies. 

And guess who I met during my hair rebond in the salon! 

Aww.  I miss her! <3

11-08-12

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28-08-12

28.08-2012

Girls on 28-08-2012

" A farewell for shinn"

~Back to Uni~

A swimming session with the peeps...!

But I did not swim. 

ohhh...~

Hi peeps!! <3

Lift Overloaded!!!!

1 per step!! 

Jiacy hold cam.....

Nice shot, too bad she wasnt in there..

Photo of the day.....

CHEEESEEEEEEE <3

What I heard What I realized

What I heard = What I realized

The only thing I can do is just take it easy.......

Aint close....

Aint best.....

Aint Me.....

Take it and just smile. =D

ehhh? I am not smiling. =P

A Mum, A Daughter, A Wife, A Business Woman

She's the Business Woman in the shop

She's a Daughter to my grandparents

She's a Wife to my dad

She's my MUM. 

A week of replacing her role, aint easy......

Roles of her

as a Wife and as a Mum....

as a Daughter and Daughter in Law....

as a Business Woman and Piano Teacher...

She had been doing a MARVELOUS job.....

Time Arrangement...

Sending/Picking Up....

Working/Teaching......

1 word to describe my MUM. 

SUPERWOMAN.

I LOVE U HEAPS MUMMY........

CME!

CME Finals

 * With Ms Yong, our dearest lecturer *

                  
* The Malacca-ians *




1st song      :         Shostakovich 5 Pieces for 2 Violins No. 1
2nd song     :         Moszkowski Suite Op. 71 (IV)

And we finally got into the CME concert! Yay us! =D

* With Ms Yong! =D *

* The Mendelssohn Piano Trio and Us *

                                                                             
* Thanks Ah Jie for helping me to make up, ur make up always the nicest, only u who knows how to help me with my eyes! haha. *























* With the 2 pretty girls in my group, Good Job girls, Hope to play with u guys next time! =D *
* Performers of the day, everyone did a great job, woohoo!!! *

A New Idol

American Idol Season 11

7th Place - Colton Dixon

Def a new guy and idol must know!!! 

He is awesome. 

Singing Daughtry-like style. 

 * Favourite Picture *

     * Favourite Performance and Song from him throughout the whole season ,
                                                 Piano Man - Colton Dixon
                          Sounded much nicer from the original by Billy Joel 
                                                Well - arranged music!!*

Heart.

Confused. 

Worried.

Self-abased.

Lost.

Dont know what to do. 

有时是应该用华语来type.

虽然有时候我真的很不喜欢用华语来type. 


但是到现在我不能不认华语是有用处... 有时候是应该用它....
 
有时候facebook status 打的东西,最好还是用华语.....


我真的很不想像那天....就因为一个status就弄到没完没了.. 


我是因为读书读到pekcek才打status..mana tau....一个status就变成辩论status.... 


Now,暂时ignore这个吧.... 


今天收到了MPYO的email...大部分好像有的去Australia表演....
 
我知道这个是一个很难很难的机会....... 

But.....


不想去的理由 : 


 1. Cousins 全部都回来庆祝grandpa and grandma的50th wedding anniversary on 12.12.12 


2. 不是没有朋友....只是....不知道怎样形容.....我会说是generation gap? 


真的不知道要怎样现在... 难得姑姑,2个叔叔的family全家回来.... 


等到我会来....我只剩2weeks来跟他们gather.... 


对我来说...没有什么东西是比跟family重要的..... 


我是可以不去...


But,我的family肯定不赞同我的做法..... 

Dilemma... 我应该怎样办?!

A hectic June

Been very busy lately....


From the 27th of May till the 8th of June.....


MPYO camp, for 2 weeks, Hindemith, Weber, Grieg and Sibelius...


The concert went well....BUT.....=D


But sadly, I was not chosen for Dukas at 24th and 25th together with Queesland Youth Orchestra..


Well...I actually felt a little of disappointed, but I know I m not at the level.....My standard still need to be catch up.

*Concert Night *

 * With Kevin Field, MPYO conductor * *Awas Awas*!!!

 




 

 *Thanks Papa and Mama and siblings to support me! =D *


After MPYO camp, back to uni..........


2 performances.......


1st was on wed, with Joanne. ( without taking photos) =D


2nd was on Friday, with my group, Poann and Mingshu! =D

 * With Ms Yong, our CME group lecturer *


After these, next will be my diploma ATCL, at the 26th of this month, I really need to practice hard for my ATCL, I guess I have neglected those pieces these few weeks, OMG. 


Just these few days, something wrong with my left hand.....It was pain at sometimes, which I barely can hold something properly....and this must not happen to me........!!!!


After ATCL, I guess I would have to start to concentrate on my studies.........gosh...I guess I had missed quite a lot things during the past 2 weeks...I should catch up!!!!!

有时真的很想放弃.

有时我真的很想放弃音乐....

音乐这条路...比起其它的科目, 事业...

都难一倍...

我们不止要背书....还要练习....

练习了....

要考试....

考试了....

要参加越多表演越好.....

一句话就是说....

 MUSIC IS ENDLESS

As a musician, we can never stop practicing.......

As a musician, we will never find a little of free time when we are free to relax....

As a musician, we need to attend more and more classes....


这些谱......


简直就是要拿我的命!!!!


4 months 要学到玩!!!




All these while, I have been learning music through my ears....


Playing techniques :  Fine
Interpretation : Can be improve
Rhythm : SUCKS


As dad told me that I have not been really study my rhythm.
I have neglected to count from the moment I started to play music.
And therefore, now I have the trouble of counting while playing...


And now, MPYO's scores is so difficult on its technique playing as well as the rhythm!!
I am afraid I will be kick out by Kevin Field.


And now, I m suppose to lead the 2nd violin in UCSI's Orchestra...
I am afraid I will lead wrongly to the others..


Before studying music in UCSI....
All my thought was to be like him.....

Simon Cowell, US and UK's famous music producer....

I wanted to be like him....*??*

I watch his show every season, from American Idol to X Factor...

The way he comment and listen to singing is different from others.....

* you can know when u watch it, compare his comments with other judges*

Music Producer.

Me?

When ????