有时是应该用华语来type.

虽然有时候我真的很不喜欢用华语来type. 


但是到现在我不能不认华语是有用处... 有时候是应该用它....
 
有时候facebook status 打的东西,最好还是用华语.....


我真的很不想像那天....就因为一个status就弄到没完没了.. 


我是因为读书读到pekcek才打status..mana tau....一个status就变成辩论status.... 


Now,暂时ignore这个吧.... 


今天收到了MPYO的email...大部分好像有的去Australia表演....
 
我知道这个是一个很难很难的机会....... 

But.....


不想去的理由 : 


 1. Cousins 全部都回来庆祝grandpa and grandma的50th wedding anniversary on 12.12.12 


2. 不是没有朋友....只是....不知道怎样形容.....我会说是generation gap? 


真的不知道要怎样现在... 难得姑姑,2个叔叔的family全家回来.... 


等到我会来....我只剩2weeks来跟他们gather.... 


对我来说...没有什么东西是比跟family重要的..... 


我是可以不去...


But,我的family肯定不赞同我的做法..... 

Dilemma... 我应该怎样办?!

A hectic June

Been very busy lately....


From the 27th of May till the 8th of June.....


MPYO camp, for 2 weeks, Hindemith, Weber, Grieg and Sibelius...


The concert went well....BUT.....=D


But sadly, I was not chosen for Dukas at 24th and 25th together with Queesland Youth Orchestra..


Well...I actually felt a little of disappointed, but I know I m not at the level.....My standard still need to be catch up.

*Concert Night *

 * With Kevin Field, MPYO conductor * *Awas Awas*!!!

 




 

 *Thanks Papa and Mama and siblings to support me! =D *


After MPYO camp, back to uni..........


2 performances.......


1st was on wed, with Joanne. ( without taking photos) =D


2nd was on Friday, with my group, Poann and Mingshu! =D

 * With Ms Yong, our CME group lecturer *


After these, next will be my diploma ATCL, at the 26th of this month, I really need to practice hard for my ATCL, I guess I have neglected those pieces these few weeks, OMG. 


Just these few days, something wrong with my left hand.....It was pain at sometimes, which I barely can hold something properly....and this must not happen to me........!!!!


After ATCL, I guess I would have to start to concentrate on my studies.........gosh...I guess I had missed quite a lot things during the past 2 weeks...I should catch up!!!!!

有时真的很想放弃.

有时我真的很想放弃音乐....

音乐这条路...比起其它的科目, 事业...

都难一倍...

我们不止要背书....还要练习....

练习了....

要考试....

考试了....

要参加越多表演越好.....

一句话就是说....

 MUSIC IS ENDLESS

As a musician, we can never stop practicing.......

As a musician, we will never find a little of free time when we are free to relax....

As a musician, we need to attend more and more classes....


这些谱......


简直就是要拿我的命!!!!


4 months 要学到玩!!!




All these while, I have been learning music through my ears....


Playing techniques :  Fine
Interpretation : Can be improve
Rhythm : SUCKS


As dad told me that I have not been really study my rhythm.
I have neglected to count from the moment I started to play music.
And therefore, now I have the trouble of counting while playing...


And now, MPYO's scores is so difficult on its technique playing as well as the rhythm!!
I am afraid I will be kick out by Kevin Field.


And now, I m suppose to lead the 2nd violin in UCSI's Orchestra...
I am afraid I will lead wrongly to the others..


Before studying music in UCSI....
All my thought was to be like him.....

Simon Cowell, US and UK's famous music producer....

I wanted to be like him....*??*

I watch his show every season, from American Idol to X Factor...

The way he comment and listen to singing is different from others.....

* you can know when u watch it, compare his comments with other judges*

Music Producer.

Me?

When ????

单纯? 还是变了?

单纯?

我们还会那么单纯吗?

已经不再是10+ 的 teenagers 了...

不到我不认....

我们是真的很难有单纯的想法....

不是单纯就是变了...

或许你没发觉....

在旁一直关心你的人....

已知道了....

你....

变了.....

Very The Busy....

I am very the busy every semester.....

But....

Not as busy as this semester.....

What The Heck....

I have to learn numerous songs this semester...

Which is 4 months to go!!!

Instead of 17 credit hours.......

Chamber : > 3 new songs 

Jury : 3 new songs

MPYO : 5/6 new songs

School Orchestra : 5/6 new songs? Maybe?

Feel like giving up.....

But I cant.....

I cant let my parents down.....

Never again.....

I have totally have no time for others....

什么东西都不要再想....

就是搞好我的学业...

  

就是搞好我的前途.....

叫自己不要再想 就是不要再想了....

Recent

UGHH!! Was told by my brother that car got scratch or bang by someone which I dont know. Gotta find out from daddy...SCREW THE MAN OR WOMAN WHO DID THIS TO MY CAR!

2012 UCSI Orchestra Night.

Whooshhh...I like this photo! haha

With the conductor, Ms Cheryl Mah

Ah Jie and I with the flautist, Wei Harn                                                                    

With Gason, one of Ausmat's budds!
Thanks Gason for coming! =D

I have been blessed!

I am truly been blessed by God.
Always.
Today was a total blessed day. 4 good things happen!

1. My music theory teacher said I have the potential to get A on my finals * but sigh, I have no confident on analysis*
2. Told my violin lecturer that I got in MPYO and I told her I was surprise and shocked, and she told me, I have good technique skills and intonation, but sucks in rhythm. AS ALWAYS. ughh
3. Got a good comment for my chamber's finals with Fenny which usually our speed is not as steady as today. Weehuuu...
4. Got chosen by chamber's final judges to perform 2morow which is one of the hardest performances to get in school! weehuu....

Praise the Lord! AMEN!

*喜欢.就是喜欢跟你谈天. =D*