A hectic June

Been very busy lately....


From the 27th of May till the 8th of June.....


MPYO camp, for 2 weeks, Hindemith, Weber, Grieg and Sibelius...


The concert went well....BUT.....=D


But sadly, I was not chosen for Dukas at 24th and 25th together with Queesland Youth Orchestra..


Well...I actually felt a little of disappointed, but I know I m not at the level.....My standard still need to be catch up.

*Concert Night *

 * With Kevin Field, MPYO conductor * *Awas Awas*!!!

 




 

 *Thanks Papa and Mama and siblings to support me! =D *


After MPYO camp, back to uni..........


2 performances.......


1st was on wed, with Joanne. ( without taking photos) =D


2nd was on Friday, with my group, Poann and Mingshu! =D

 * With Ms Yong, our CME group lecturer *


After these, next will be my diploma ATCL, at the 26th of this month, I really need to practice hard for my ATCL, I guess I have neglected those pieces these few weeks, OMG. 


Just these few days, something wrong with my left hand.....It was pain at sometimes, which I barely can hold something properly....and this must not happen to me........!!!!


After ATCL, I guess I would have to start to concentrate on my studies.........gosh...I guess I had missed quite a lot things during the past 2 weeks...I should catch up!!!!!

有时真的很想放弃.

有时我真的很想放弃音乐....

音乐这条路...比起其它的科目, 事业...

都难一倍...

我们不止要背书....还要练习....

练习了....

要考试....

考试了....

要参加越多表演越好.....

一句话就是说....

 MUSIC IS ENDLESS

As a musician, we can never stop practicing.......

As a musician, we will never find a little of free time when we are free to relax....

As a musician, we need to attend more and more classes....


这些谱......


简直就是要拿我的命!!!!


4 months 要学到玩!!!




All these while, I have been learning music through my ears....


Playing techniques :  Fine
Interpretation : Can be improve
Rhythm : SUCKS


As dad told me that I have not been really study my rhythm.
I have neglected to count from the moment I started to play music.
And therefore, now I have the trouble of counting while playing...


And now, MPYO's scores is so difficult on its technique playing as well as the rhythm!!
I am afraid I will be kick out by Kevin Field.


And now, I m suppose to lead the 2nd violin in UCSI's Orchestra...
I am afraid I will lead wrongly to the others..


Before studying music in UCSI....
All my thought was to be like him.....

Simon Cowell, US and UK's famous music producer....

I wanted to be like him....*??*

I watch his show every season, from American Idol to X Factor...

The way he comment and listen to singing is different from others.....

* you can know when u watch it, compare his comments with other judges*

Music Producer.

Me?

When ????

单纯? 还是变了?

单纯?

我们还会那么单纯吗?

已经不再是10+ 的 teenagers 了...

不到我不认....

我们是真的很难有单纯的想法....

不是单纯就是变了...

或许你没发觉....

在旁一直关心你的人....

已知道了....

你....

变了.....

Very The Busy....

I am very the busy every semester.....

But....

Not as busy as this semester.....

What The Heck....

I have to learn numerous songs this semester...

Which is 4 months to go!!!

Instead of 17 credit hours.......

Chamber : > 3 new songs 

Jury : 3 new songs

MPYO : 5/6 new songs

School Orchestra : 5/6 new songs? Maybe?

Feel like giving up.....

But I cant.....

I cant let my parents down.....

Never again.....

I have totally have no time for others....

什么东西都不要再想....

就是搞好我的学业...

  

就是搞好我的前途.....

叫自己不要再想 就是不要再想了....

Recent

UGHH!! Was told by my brother that car got scratch or bang by someone which I dont know. Gotta find out from daddy...SCREW THE MAN OR WOMAN WHO DID THIS TO MY CAR!

2012 UCSI Orchestra Night.

Whooshhh...I like this photo! haha

With the conductor, Ms Cheryl Mah

Ah Jie and I with the flautist, Wei Harn                                                                    

With Gason, one of Ausmat's budds!
Thanks Gason for coming! =D

I have been blessed!

I am truly been blessed by God.
Always.
Today was a total blessed day. 4 good things happen!

1. My music theory teacher said I have the potential to get A on my finals * but sigh, I have no confident on analysis*
2. Told my violin lecturer that I got in MPYO and I told her I was surprise and shocked, and she told me, I have good technique skills and intonation, but sucks in rhythm. AS ALWAYS. ughh
3. Got a good comment for my chamber's finals with Fenny which usually our speed is not as steady as today. Weehuuu...
4. Got chosen by chamber's final judges to perform 2morow which is one of the hardest performances to get in school! weehuu....

Praise the Lord! AMEN!

*喜欢.就是喜欢跟你谈天. =D*

I might be a Supergirl?

I must be insane.

Perhaps I might be a supergirl if I overcome all these :

Next sem :

20 credit hours in uni

+

MPYO camps

+

ATCL

OKAY. This is totally insane.

The 20 Credit Hours

I was suppose to take 22 hours including minor instruments,

credits to Ms Jaz

I was allowed to drop my minor instruments

and I left 20. 

Still........

So much...

MPYO

I never thought of I could actually be one of the members in MPYO

and thats why....

When I did my course selection for the next coming semester, 

I didnt think much about my outside curriculum

other than my school works.

ATCL

Sigh. I failed. 

I actually took it end of 2011,

Sadly,

I failed.

So, I have to retake.

I admit I was over-confident for this exam

and thats why...

didnt practice that much where I actually should practice.

No one to blame.

Blame myself.

 I m probably just not that good enough 

Need to practice hard.

So.....

To those aunties and uncles who think that music is easy...

Please, think before what u said.....

Studying music aint all about playings.

Perhaps u should try to stand on our position.

I love music.

But somehow...

sometimes......

I did thought of a thing....

Can I be a very successful musicians?

Career pathway?

Idea-less....

I wanted to be part of productions,

working in broadcasting fields.

helping out an artist on producing albums.

well.....

Probably not.

Maybe not. 

But we the guide of my God,

I believe there is always a place for me.

And what I need to do now is just

SMILE.

*my signature smile*