I have been blessed!

I am truly been blessed by God.
Always.
Today was a total blessed day. 4 good things happen!

1. My music theory teacher said I have the potential to get A on my finals * but sigh, I have no confident on analysis*
2. Told my violin lecturer that I got in MPYO and I told her I was surprise and shocked, and she told me, I have good technique skills and intonation, but sucks in rhythm. AS ALWAYS. ughh
3. Got a good comment for my chamber's finals with Fenny which usually our speed is not as steady as today. Weehuuu...
4. Got chosen by chamber's final judges to perform 2morow which is one of the hardest performances to get in school! weehuu....

Praise the Lord! AMEN!

*喜欢.就是喜欢跟你谈天. =D*

I might be a Supergirl?

I must be insane.

Perhaps I might be a supergirl if I overcome all these :

Next sem :

20 credit hours in uni

+

MPYO camps

+

ATCL

OKAY. This is totally insane.

The 20 Credit Hours

I was suppose to take 22 hours including minor instruments,

credits to Ms Jaz

I was allowed to drop my minor instruments

and I left 20. 

Still........

So much...

MPYO

I never thought of I could actually be one of the members in MPYO

and thats why....

When I did my course selection for the next coming semester, 

I didnt think much about my outside curriculum

other than my school works.

ATCL

Sigh. I failed. 

I actually took it end of 2011,

Sadly,

I failed.

So, I have to retake.

I admit I was over-confident for this exam

and thats why...

didnt practice that much where I actually should practice.

No one to blame.

Blame myself.

 I m probably just not that good enough 

Need to practice hard.

So.....

To those aunties and uncles who think that music is easy...

Please, think before what u said.....

Studying music aint all about playings.

Perhaps u should try to stand on our position.

I love music.

But somehow...

sometimes......

I did thought of a thing....

Can I be a very successful musicians?

Career pathway?

Idea-less....

I wanted to be part of productions,

working in broadcasting fields.

helping out an artist on producing albums.

well.....

Probably not.

Maybe not. 

But we the guide of my God,

I believe there is always a place for me.

And what I need to do now is just

SMILE.

*my signature smile*

Shocked and Surprise!

Thank You LORD for the plan u have dcided and arranged for me.

It is a total surprise and I was shocked that I got selected to be one of MPYO's members

I mean A REAL SURPRISE AND SHOCKED.

*haha, thats not mine, thats my aunt's*

Aunt told me that the next try will be: AYO

AYO : Asean Youth Orchestra
*faints*

Piano Man

American Idol Season 11, Top 10 by Colton Dixon


.
* Dont really notice him until he sang this song, He's awesome and hot. =D*
Love the song so much, more than the original singer, Billy Joel.

Sunday 2nd post

Busy Busy Busy.

Finals are around the corner.

Assignments due date are around the corner.

And now, instead of facing finals and assignments problem, 

I have to overcome the fear of finals and also the matters.

And bloggie is only the one where I can type out everything.

Welll.....not everything.

Secret. I have no secret...

I always tell everything to the people I always trusted....

ALWAYS. 

But.......

I am Selfish

就当着我自私.....

所以别怪我.....

一时接受不了我是最后一个知道.....


我不喜欢被隐瞒.....


因为我最信任得就是你......

真正的原因....除了隐瞒还有......


不说了......


总之..


别问我，我不会讲出来.....


只需要时间来digest...

一时的感触.

接受不到......

不是因为那样........是因为.....

变得很陌生很陌生......

再也不可能像当初.........

对你来说,可能是这样............

 

But, 

对我来说, 是不一样.......

我也不可能当作没有一回事........

比较喜欢用英文来写的我, 只能说一句话....

I AM SPEECHLESS.

或许...

只能说我pattern太多...

但是， 我真的不希望我是这样而知道.....

可能你有你的原因.

我不知道.

家人非常重要.....so as 你们.......

最近发觉....跟你们的距离越来越远...........

不是因为一件事罢了.....

最近真的是越来越多........

study 很 stressful.......

但是我还是很希望希望........................

又想用另外一句英文来表达............

SUPER DISAPPOINTING